To me death is freedom. I don’t know what is on the other side but I’m not scared. I imagine it to be peaceful or just nothing at all. To...

Feelings are just terrible. Why do I have to have feelings? I’m sure there must be good feelings sometimes but right now I can’t remember...

It was the summer of 2016 and from memory about a year since I had attended the National Problem Gambling Clinic (NPGC) in Soho, London....

It’s the 3rd October 2017 and finally I have said it, “My name is Gillsy1002 and I’m a compulsive gambler” and “My name is Gillsy1002 and...

Every morning I wake up and think about how lucky I am to be waking up with the chance of being sober and gamble free for another 24...

Hi all Since I stopped drinking alcohol and stopped gambling nearly 24 months ago I found reading a great way to pass the time, whilst...

I have been off of a bet now for nearly 24 months. I am also an alcoholic and stopped drinking the day after my last bet. When I arrived...

So as well as an alcoholic I am a compulsive gambler. The compulsive gambling part of my story lasted about 5 years. The 5 years before I...